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A Rising Fall & Utopian Circus - Direct Download - ebooks and Albums

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A Rising Fall ebook and the accompanying musical written by Autsralian composer Adam j Keane. The Rising Fall musical is an industrial/rock/blues/metal/classical extraveganza and was the inspiration for the novels.

A RISING FALL eBOOK and ALBUM (ePUB, MOBI, PDF, MP3)

A RISING FALL

Title Track from the Album A Rising Fall

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UTOPIAN CIRCUS DOWNLOAD (ePUB, MOBI, PDF, MP3)

All that I have is uneven (Utopian Circus Excerpt)

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Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

Alex and The Gruff

Alex and The Gruff - the new name for the project I am working on.

This is the story of a polite and well mannered young boy named Alex who; after being abducted by a paedophile, develops an incredible bond with an angry and foul mouthed toy called Gruff who teaches young Alex how to find his voice.

The current writing is remarkably different. A lot more restrained and in a sense, creepier.

Unfortunately it won't be part of The Free Art Collection. Hopefully I can sell this story and try to make some sort of career out of this story telling thing.

The following free art project will be based on an album i loved as a teenager by a Swedish band called OPETH:

Rock Book volume III: Still Life

Music to Inspire You

Just a little something to tide you over.

I am writing and the new book is a different experience.

It will be some time until this story is with you. Hopefully with a publisher.

I do feel guilty for not giviing you anything. Normally i would be completing a new story by now and being ready to upload but alas, I am on a different journey for the next couple of months.

So until then, i will be posting some music from a dear friend of mine Adam J Keane.

These tracks were the inspiration for COFFEE AND SUGAR

This is the B-Tools - a heavier and rockier version of ome cool Beatles songs.

enjoy - take risk and take care - c.seanmcgee

Update

my writing has evolved on this new book. I wish i could shre it, but everything in its own time. it's a very dry and prlonged experience, much like a hangover and its so different to my usual manic depressive hyperbole. That said, I feel like i have an itch under my skin that i can't find and it's always there, even when it isn't. It's an odd journey that nobody would dare lend an ear to; writing about a paedophile.

take risk and take care,

c.seanmcgee

Quote Unqoute

I've been writing yes, but it's all hush hush at the moment.

Update

I have a weird feeling after writing the first chapter for my new novel.

I don't usually feel this self loathing at the start of a new project. This story though is different. I'm not sure if i am writing out of voice though. I tried consciously i guess to write more subtly but reading back on what i wrote, I feel unsettled and debatable.

I will re-write everything tomorrow.

This project will not be released officially. It will be for sale to agents and publishers.

I will though be emailing requested copies direct.

Requests can be made here:   cseanmcgee@hotmail.com

with the headline & format request

i.e   RE: My Friend of Misery Request (ePub, Mobi or Deluxe PDF)

Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

Update

So this next project will be something very dark. I will be dealing with a few demons from my childhood and a few pleasures and having them dance together.

This story will be to sell to agents. i will give it one year in the hands of agents before I release it for free as part of the Free Art Catalogue.

I imagine it will be 3 months or so to write.

I will immeidately commence another Free Art project following.

A few more short stories followed by a couple of longer pieces and of course, the conclusion i have been avoiding or at least, perfecting and bettering my wiritng to conduce; iCannibal (CITY b00k111)

Rock Book Volume III: My Friend of Misery

Next Project: ROCK BOOK VOLUME III: My Friend of Misery

Set to The Black Album by Metallica, My Friend of Misery tells the story of a polite and well mannered young boy named Alex who; after being abducted by a paedophile, develps an incredible bond with an angry and foul mouthed toy called Gruff who teaches young Alex how to find his voice.

COMING SOON TO THE FREE ART COLLECTION..

See other free ebook titles in posts below

Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

ROCK BOOK VOLUME II: DARK SIDE OF THE MOON - DELUXE PDF UPLOADED

ROCK BOOK VOLUME II: DARK SIDE OF THE MOON

DELUXE PDF UPLOADED

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C. SEAN MCGEE

"Any Colour You LIke" is now live at LoungeWindow Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon Chap 8

THE LIVE WRITING EXPERIENCE

I have just uploaded chapter 8 of

Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

"Any Colour You Like"

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C. Sean McGee

"US & THEM" is now live at LoungeWindow Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon Chap 7

THE LIVE WRITING EXPERIENCE

I have just uploaded chapter 7 of

Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

"US & THEM"

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C. Sean McGee

"MONEY" is now live at LoungeWindow Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon Chap 6

THE LIVE WRITING EXPERIENCE

I have just uploaded chapter 6 of

Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

"MONEY"

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Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

Next Project: Rock Book Volume III: Of Wolf and Man

Rock Book Volume III: Of Wolf and Man

Set to The Black Album by Metallica, Of Wolf and Man tells the story of a polite and well mannered young boy named Alex who; after being abducted by a paedophile, develps an incredible bond with a gruff and foul mouthed toy called Cliff who teaches young Alex how to find his voice.

COMING SOON TO THE FREE ART COLLECTION

Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

Working COver for Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

So in keeping with my simple cover themes. This is the working cover design for the Dark Side of the Moon ebook and front cover for the paperback

COMING SOON

Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

"THE GREAT GIG IN THE SKY" is now live at LoungeWindow Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon Chap 5

THE LIVE WRITING EXPERIENCE

I have just uploaded chapter 5 of

Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

"THE GREAT GIG IN THE SKY"

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Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

"TIME" is now live at LoungeWindow Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon Chap 4

THE LIVE WRITING EXPERIENCE

I have just uploaded chapter 4 of

Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

"TIME"

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Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

Next Project

Next project will be a children's story. A cautionary tale about monsters.

Tentatively titled : THE MONSTER AND ME

So in that, there is no literary end in sight just yet

"ON THE RUN" is now live at LoungeWindow Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

THE LIVE WRITING EXPERIENCE

I have just uploaded chapter 2 of

Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

"ON THE RUN"

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Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

"BREATHE" is now live at LoungeWindow Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

THE LIVE WRITING EXPERIENCE

I have just uploaded chapter 2 of Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon

"BREATHE"

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Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

Dark Side of The Moon Update

Tonight finishing chapter 2 in Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon.

"Breathe" hopefully should be finished and uploaded tonight. I have one hour of effective writing sitting in my car beside a shitty subway and my student's apartment, being beeged for money whilst blindly searching for the right keys to strike.

I am not sure how the chapters evolve really so it's hard to say for sure if it wll be complated at all. I only know it is written when it is as such.

I am though tiring very quickly of listening to this track on loop.

What will drive me insane is next, listening and writing to On The Run.

Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

On Politeness & it's role in educating a child to be molested

Politeness and education at most are lending traits to submission and in the case of unfortunate children, the discipline of molestation.

I was at an event on Sunday with my wife and 2 children and as we entered my daughter was the call of oohs and ahhs and isn't she delightful and oh look at her hair and as we sat on a seat by the kitchen; with my daughter curled upon my lap, they came out of nowhere, the hordes of the well intentioned. They all tried to peek and poke and pull and prod and expecting my daughter to play along like some stupid dog or raggedy doll and she clung to me, frightened and shy (** we'll assess the meaning of this word later).. and the more she showed her discomfort the more they said, oh she's shy which of course means she must want me closer and tweaking some different part of her cheek.

I wrapped my arms around my daughter, feeling her fear and discomfort and told everyone to politely fuck off, to treat her with the admiring respect of a cat and not the flatulent piggery of a domesticated dog.

People were offended but my daughter was happy and the way she tapped her little fingers against my back made me know that,.

A week prior, whilst visiting a gp (which we try to avoid like the plague) my daughter had an immediate sense of distrust. she lay on the bed in the office and held her mouth shut. The pediatrician asked once kindly for her to open her mouth and she refused before he turned to me and said "come on daddy, let's show this little girl some democracy" before asking me to pin her arms down while he would wedge her mouth open with one of those little wooden teeth priers. I took his hand instead and informed him that if he touched my daughter I would fist fuck him in his own chair and if he didn't appreciate it, I would show him a little democracy and do it in front of his other patients. He got angry. I turned to my daughter and said to her. "I know you don't trust this guy and I don't trust this guy either but i won't let him hurt you. Can you open your mouth for a second so he can see your throat and that's it". She opened her mouth and the doctor did his exam.

Now the reason I mention this is that most parents in this situation (and i say this knowing my first reaction in both instances was not to speak out but to want to and instead be polited in stupid stillness) keep their mouths shut and they allow the doctor to force their way with the children and in the case of the admiring hands, they tell their children to hush and stop being impolite and stand their beloved in the way of these pestering and moelsting hands.

the parade of politeness.

And where does this lead? A child looks at every turn for mother and father to protect them from their heavily gauged threats. Our gauge and expectation of threat is limited in comparison to a young child but they have not the voice to assert this worry, instead they crouch behind their mother of father's legs, clinging for dear life for their protector to keep them from this bully.

When a parent tells their child - It's ok, don't be silly, listen to the man, "do what you're told", the child learns from a young age that they should not assert their concern or say No or Stop, for a human is as a human does and a human being is in every way a human having been done in that, what you practice will become who you are, so if in a threatening situation, you're child learns from the people it looks to the most for protection that he or she will not attend to their cries and will in fact put them to the whimsy of the predator, the child learns that they cannot cry out so they learn through politeness to be quiet and to submit.

And this is every way is the ethos of growing up, maturing and being an adult. To submit, accept and assume a role of polite and educated citizen, keepping one's mouths shut, not dissenting in public, being so cautious of  another's feelings that your own leave you constantly vulnerable and abused.

And by abused we can assume that we are not only talking sexual abuse but also emotional abuse, domestic abuse, intellectual abuse, industrial abuse, economic abuse and societal abuse.

Politeness in its most detail is keeping one's mouth shut when mouth most needs to have it open. It is domestication, like the dog, being fearful to bite back and accepting every angered boot in the bum and slap across the face as hopefully being the last in adoration and desperate need for a tickle behind the ear.

Shy, as is used to describe children who are in fact embossed in fear, is a word simply used to belittle the child's honest sentiments and better the societal molestation. Oh it's ok, i'm just poking her belly, i'm just touching her hair, i'm just playing around.

The child feels in that moment, no different with one of your favoured strangers touching her hair as she would, alone in a room being molested and groomed by a pervert. Although the parents assumes the innocence, the child does not and to address her genuine concern as being shy just gives parents the mal education to turn away and allow the provocation to continue so that, should the worst every eventuate, a child might in the case of being left beind on a bus, being taken away around a block of flats, being groomed in a classroom or whatever the setting, be completely incapáble of saying no, of acting out, of defending themselves because their natural instincts; what their mother and father should have groomed for them, the claws that should have been sharepened, were clipped and the child, pinioned and fractured by politeness, sits and crawls inside of their own mind and they say nothing because that is what you have taught them to do.

Erase the word shy from your vocabulary if you love your children.

My child isn't shy.

She has heightened asshole awareness.

Stand up for your children regardless of the setting.

Feel their thoughts. What they can't say in words, you surely know by the way he or she clings to you.

Fight for them.

What they can't say, teach them to say it.

Changing the world is more than clicking like on fucking facebook.

It's starts with teaching your children to assert their voce, to make change happen.

Protect your children.

Don't put them in front of danger because you don't want to upset people.

Tell strangers to FUCK OFF.

No animal on earth would dare parade their infant in front of prey.

You have this anger for a reason, use it to defend the one's who cannot defend themselves.

take risk and take care

c.seanmcgee

More Truth

God these waves of disturbance that swell in my mind.

This live writing causes me so much concern. It seems like the kind of an idea that would have a well intentioned therapist saying  "do you really think this is a good idea?"

And I  don't know. It was just an idea. And nobody gets to sift through these grains except for me.
What you get is an ocean.
What I am left with is the drift.
And this is not something I would encourage anyone to do.

And I would like to dustance myself from the word writer.
Storyteller i think will suffice.

One of my themes in Dark Side of the Moon is new age therapy, spiritual healing, zen therapy, yoga & self help gurus. So if i didn't alienate everyone with my last books, this should see my name crossed off a few more dinner invitations.

Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

Truth

I cannot stop writing

ROCK BOOK VOLUME II: Dark Side of the Moon - Speak to Me is now live @ LoungeWindow

Titles reveal everything.

I started writing Rock Book Volume II: Dark Side of the Moon today and chapter zero: Speak to Me is now live at the LoungeWindow.

LIVE WRITING EXPERIENCE

Read my latest book as I write it, chapter by chapter. There is one rule to the Live Writing Experience; no editing. I am not allowed to read what I have written. At the completion of each chapter I must upload the written chapter to LoungeWindow. Edits and changes can only be made in the writing of the final chapter. 

ROCK BOOK VOLUME II: Dark Side of the Moon

Set to the lyrics and music of Pink Floyd's Dark Side of the Moon, this is the story of theodore the disenfranchised rabbit; working on the moon to dig a hole from one side to the other to let the sun through; playing in a mundane rock band and having sex rampantly but without much zest.

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Take Risk and Take Care,

C. Sean McGee

Paperback Discounts

I will be adding new discount codes to all novels making them as free as can be, meaning I make ZERO off every book sale and meaning you, the courteous and nostalgic Stalker pay only the cost of production via the  print on demand company (Amazon and Create Space).

I will add the codes to this post tonight.

Boy from County Hell - DELUXE PDF Uploaded

what is Deluxe PDF?

It's a fancy name I give to the PDF version of the file that is taken form the paperback layouts designed by myself in InDesign. It looks far more appealing to the eye and well, deluxe.

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